I got the message an hour ago
Ever since, i have been regreting
Last time i saw u
u was on hi5
i passed through
without even sayin hi
didnt bother to add you
why didnt i?
Got the message an hour ago
You are now dead
"Bettina died yesterday"
"She jumped over a bridge downtown"
Jesus CHRIST!
what could have been going through your mind?
WHat could you have been going through
That made life so worthless, so ubearable for you
I am so sorry
To me, you were happy
sometimes "tooooo" happy
Giddy
Bright
Pretty
Ambitious
Smart
To me,you were definitely not suicidal
I mean, sarcastic and quiet at times
BUT DEFINITELY NOOT SUICIDAL!
Wish i had been there
to let you know u aint alone
To tell you you may talk to me
To encourage you to stay here- in this life- on this earth!
To let you know
that i too, could have done thesame thing
And then i remember
that depression isnt caused by the issues in our lives
It only merely displays itself
In how we deal with those issues
I am so sorry
Rest in perfected peace,
Bettina Fletcher, 1983-2007.
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3 comments:
sorry for your loss. May God give u the fortitude to bear the loss.
Its really sad to know about people that we know sudden demise.
Well you will be fine just pray for her!
amen o! @ 36inches
@naijdude: abi o! may God accept her soul. may she rest in perfected peace. amen
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