Monday, January 8, 2007

To my irreplaceable...

As much as you've hurt me, i miss you. Hope God grants you a safe journey. I'll talk to you in the summer, if i have gotten over it by then.

I loff ma baby yep, yep, i loff ma boy! I loff ma baby... he brings me joy!

I'm on the phone with my baby right now.
He called to tell me this:

"I just wanted to call to tell you that I know these next two months will be really hard for us (because we both just started school, we're both working, AND our relationship is fairly new)i just want to let you know that i really love you and if anything bothers you, just let me know. Dont keep anything in. I'm here for you. If we can get through these two months, then we can get through anything... I really want this to work"

I loff ma baby!

Friday, January 5, 2007

ABOUT JEALOUSY...

so here is ma (we'll call me DOAMSS) MSN convo with one'a ma girls(we'll name her Caramelicious) . i think its very interesting and hope she doesnt sue me for posting it without her permission... (@ Caramelicious, dont forget that if u sue me, u wont get much cuz all i got is pennies...)




Caramelicious says:
ur blog is funny
Caramelicious says:
wat i was talkin about b4 is i dont have a blog on blogspot
DOAMSS says:
OHHH I C

She reads ma blog, then...

Caramelicious says:
is this wat d guy said:BUT I think thats called "cheating"
I know u're the one for me (i think) yet i aint ready to settle for "the one for me"... i wanna meet "the other ones that are for NOW" so i can have funnn
DOAMSS says:
NO, THATS WHAT i SAID, THOSE WERE MA THOUGHTS
Caramelicious says:
ohhhhh
Caramelicious says:
wat foolishness is this,can guys get any dumber:we have to play a game... its called: You-CAnt-Say-No"
DOAMSS says:
ya supposedly because i always say "no" to everything. like a party pooper. he wants to ensure i wont say no to playin the game

PAUSE>>>, then....

Caramelicious says:
wat mannnnnnn did all that?
Caramelicious says:
i jus read wat he did
DOASS says:
ya, theres a reason why i have stayed with him all the while
Caramelicious says:
ohhh
Caramelicious says:
its not (she says his name but u didnt think i'd actually put it on here, did u?) is it?
DOAMSS says:
ya it is
Caramelicious says:
awwwwwwwwwww howd i kno

Caramelicious says:
its meant to be
Caramelicious says:
omgggg
Caramelicious says:
u lost a close friend eh
Caramelicious says:
i'm readin d blog about u and sum gurl
DOAMSS:
YA. it had to be done because she became a winsh
DOAMSS says:
but she might have a different story to tell- her story would go as such: "i became extrememly jealous and insecured"
Caramelicious says:
of u?
DOAMSS says:
ya
Caramelicious says:
omggggggggggg that ruins friendship BIGGGGG TIMEEEEEEEEEEE
Caramelicious says:
speakin from experience
DOAMSS says: i know
Caramelicious says:
i make jealous thoughts go away
Caramelicious says:
cuz as soon as that takes in u jus start not liking the person ure jealous of
Caramelicious says:
u jus want them to come down
DOAMSS says:
ya, u have to think "if it was me, would i want ppl to be happy for me? am i not on thesame team with this person? if so, what am i jealous of?"
Caramelicious says:
i FORCE myself not to be jealous because one has to be careful...the devil does that to u
DOAMSS says:
oh ya!
Caramelicious says:
yessssssssssgullll:u gotta think "wat am i jealous of?"
Caramelicious says:
cuz in the end, its NOTHIN
DOAMSS says:
honestly! if she has someting that i wish i had, then i can make it a goal!
DOAMSS says:
and what DOES she have?
Caramelicious says:
thats wat i was gonna say:make it a goal
DOAMSS says:
everything that is accomplished by one, can be accomplished by others
Caramelicious says:
EXACTLYYY
DOAMSS says:
and its not like i even tried shoving anything in anyone's faces
Caramelicious says:
noooo i kno u
Caramelicious says:
u dont
Caramelicious says:
and u work HARD
DOAMSS says:
i made it known that whatever i had was tough to maintain i.e it isnt easy and i dont deserve it because its all an illusion
DOAMSS says:
ma car isnt mine till i'm done payin for it
Caramelicious says:
yaaaa...awwww this really shouldn't have ruined a friendship
DOAMSS says:
my home isnt mine till i decide to buy it
DOAMSS says:
ma education wasnt easy and i really dont have ma bachelors because I DONT HAVE IT JUST YETT!
DOAMSS says:
ma man and i have more issues than Osama so, what de ass is wrong with ppl?!
Caramelicious says:
lolllllllll
DOAMSS says:
but i'm glad its over because its better over
Caramelicious says:
well i would say, i dunno wat she did but with certain "friends" who needs enemies
DOAMSS says:
yap

Why? Because, Miss Ngo gives.

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Thursday, January 4, 2007

U MET A WHAAA???

So Blogieblogblog, here i am again! same topic, but different theme...
I dont know if this shyt will work...
heres this heiffer (yea, mista man) tellin me he met a girl a lil while ago dat he "liked".
WELL, i'm capable of "liking" ppl too nigga! and fuk i got a whole list of menzzzz after ma lil bumbum!
Case in point:
Mista shortengine (he may be short but he looks like de type dat can go alllll nite!)
Mista Young-Cute-Face-No-Brain (ya hes senseless but at least he can jus stand there and look preety when i want him to... i mean, i coould go clubbin wid him jes to mek all de girls jealous! he'd be useful at least for dat!)
Mista Igbo-Needs-New-Face (lawd i really dont know what dis one can be good for but he says he gives good massages! AND he looks a lil rich!)
Mista Chase Lova (as long as i never give in to this nigga, he'll always be after me... he as dumm as dey come though! Always forgettin dat he aint de hottest shyt)
Mista I-Wanro-Tek_You_Shappingg (nigg is broke as hell but at least he can keep me dreamin!)
Mista Fraincais (need i say more? i can com jes thinkin of his accent... he is hottttt and just as broke)
Mista Fraincais #2 (forget the fact dat he got a girl! dis one is a definite cheater! )
Mista Worker-slash-Comedian (you're beauriful! i wanted u so bad! why didnt we ever meet again? we are too ridiculously busy ppl)
Mista Guinea-Man (Nigg keeps fogettin he ol'! fukin Pedophile! BUT! at least, he can "take care" of me!)
Mista Stuttering Motreal (he would'a been a good enough sugar daddy if i was still in highschool... nigg thinks a few bills can get him another date... besides, HE IS MARRIED!!!)
And many morees!

So what de fak do u mean by "u met a girl"????
It hurts!
Jealousy is a finch!

So ya, de "man" tol me he met a girl a few weeks ago but stopped talkin to her and he loves me and i am better but he wants to be honest with me. I like honesty but i cant stand the truth... the truth is agravating cuz it continuously nags me!

The truth is:


i wanro see other ppl WHILE i have HIM...

BUT I think thats called "cheating"
I know he is the one for me (i think) yet i aint ready to settle for "the one for me"... i wanna meet "the other ones that are for NOW" so i can have funnn!


dang! aint dat a bitch!

I CANT GIVE HEADS right

i suck at sucking!
lmao

Baby, you're ma #1.

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