Thank you for Coming

Thanks for coming
made me so happy
to further discovr more about you
as i further find my stand in life

Caramel is as clueless as they come
makes m wonder, how is ur hgb?
Ms. Ngo continues to give
very colour-minded,habitually "immatured"
Tallgirlred is a friend
so fucking distant, yet, close enough
BeniL has issues
much more than i ever imagined

Is this even worth it?

thanks for coming though. i had such a great time. laughed like i havent done in a while, eat like it was runnin outta style.

But seriously though, Caramel... check ur hgb
if by the end of "Radio", all u seemed to grasp was "oh, the boy is retarded",
then cocoapuffs, do pls, get a blood check. i bet u any money, u're as anemic as my housecoat.

Ms. Ngo. Honeychile, where are u going?
how do u make plans and do the exact oposite. why de fuk would u expect thesame result? anybody can be rich. but only a smart motherfucker, can be wealthy. baby, enrich urself. enrich ur life. enrich ur senses!!! lets get u back into school...
i can tell in the way u speak, the way u articulate ur life, ur words, ur actions, althogh u are able to love, u love in the "youngest" ways...
baby girl, u are so much more! daddy can only live for so long.
what will happen when he is gone?
i beg u pls! for the sake of everything u plan to have.
lets get you back to school...

Tallgirlred... where are u?
u are an artist.
u have managed to master the art of reclusion, while at the very same time, displaying ur presence; so i am forced to ask u...
where are u, my love?
come here, chill here, live here...
we can be hurt a million times
but somehow, we have got to live life
come back.
here.

BeniL. just met u. dont know what in de name of jelusifat, to do with u.
thanks a buuuunnnnnnnnchhhhhhhfor the gift...
but
u are not for me, though i thank u for coming.
You think you can make a maid out of a queen?
you cannot "act" to me. I see right through u.
yes, u have a problem.
yes life is harder.
yes, you have had to adjust.
but!
no, i am not stupid.
u can do for yourself.
did u think u were the only one here?
do you think that we dont all have issues?
and in the name of the almighty...
need i remind u where u are?
everytime u acted, my bullshit radar alarms.
so i wont be keeping u for much longer.
because i cant be friends with u, if u cant be true to yourself.
oh ya and btw- u should'a taken a cab.
would'a made me feel muchhhh better,
u tried calling ma bluff one more time,
and i'll make sure u get it.
u're lucky Tallgirlred made it into a joke
cuz i sure as fuk didnt think dat ish was funny

nevertheless,...

i wouldnt have spent my 24th birthday anyother way. thanks to mylove, caramel, ms Ngo, Tallgirlred and BeniL.